I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat 
I shouldn't be crying 
Tears were for the weaker days 
I'm stronger now or so I say 
But something's missing 

Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror 
Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me 
And I just wanna scream 

What now? I just can't figure it out